*some pics from my email, that nooraini sent me*
i found it quite funny. haha. enjoy it for those who havent read.

040109 mayday concert.





















































































































































































































































































































050109

on my actual birthday,
went dinner with family
to Grand Mercure Roxy Hotel.
ate alot of good food there.
8 person, 4 couples.
2 bros with gfs, mum & dad, me & dear..
and i love all e food there. nice and good.
hehes. but i felt guilty when eating e shark fin.
lol..although v nice, but i nv save e planet..
i wanna thank my dad for bringing us there.
all he pay. haha. that's my bday present. lol
thanks dad.

Happy Birthday to myself!
i'm turning 19 today.
and 20 next year.
oh my, time really flies.
whatever. i cant stop it too.
hahah. so no need worry too much.
everyone only can live once, so cherish it!

By the way, i'm here to thank all those
who have given me all e birthday wishes
& all e unlimited blessings.. Really thanks
alot, not forgetting all e presents that i've
recieved. thanks a million. i love them.

Okay, I've got couple of things to update.
alot photos to upload. quite happening
these few days. haha. but im feeling lazy
to upload. lol. ahhaha.
feeling abit sick ytd and today.
hope i'll get well soon. lol.
its v stupid to get sick on bday..

030109
out with dear

supposingly i was expecting to take train
to sentosa with dear. so i met him at his block.
when i reach there, he came down with his dad,
and he asked me to hop in the car..and i didnt
knw where to go..and duno what's happening..
b4 tat i bought ice cream too..and it bcame water.
lol. he surprised me by bringing me to mt faber.
we sat cable car to sentosa tgt. it's the 2nd time i
sat the cable car in sg. but e 1st time was maybe 14
years ago? haha...my mum told me tat. and i cant recall.
the trip was cool. hahha. he paid for e glass bottom cabin.
hahha thats so sweet of him. i enjoyed it alot. quite thrilling.
although is slow. but im still scare of heights. lol.
went to watch 4D magix after that..quite fun..
i keep laughing throughout the whole pirate movie...
maybe its i feel that e shaking of the chair is v funny and stupid..
ahhahahahs. i wont forget all my stupid reactions. lol








































































































































































thanks for everything. opps =X










































ah pek driving car. hahah
























siao kia wearing 4D glasses. wah~
























After sentosa, went vivo.
and then to clark quay waraku dining
to have dinner. haha. i love e bacon w/asparagus!

040109
Mayday Concert

guess where i went?!
MAYDAY CONCERT!
guess where is it?!
singapore indoor Stadium!
but... is at the grass field beside indoor stadium...
named...stadium Green. which reminds me of e grass colour.
and plus! there are alot millipedes crawling around..
im so scared and even screamed. so pai seh..
cus i really hate insects. i actually have e intention to leave
that grass field, but bcus of mayday and for e sake of my fren,
i didnt. haha.

i admited tat it was....hot. crowded. squeezy. thirsty.hungry & tiring.
i'm having difficulty taking pics of them. can zoom but blur =.=
plus i was having backache and jellylegs..me and jm jus ate 1 meal for e day..
but it was quite worthwhile..bcus e concert is damn HIGH!
I can feel vibrations of e earth base when e fans jump with Mayday!
i'm quite afraid of earthquakes. hahaha.
overall, they're fun and funny. so cute. aahah.
Mayday Rock on! too bad they nv sing their song...
" Mayday - happy birthday "for me. damn nice lah. lol

alright. i'll jus upload e pics tomorrow..
im so tired..tml i'll upload more things. lol.
im going to bed! Bye guys.
Thanks for all the birthday Wishes!

Went Mad Jack Cafe last night
to celebrate my advance birthday..
A million thanks to all my good buddies..
no matter what, sec sch frens are still e best.
well i really enjoyed last night!
i love you guys.
specially thanks to

Jia Min Melissa Shu Juan
Sheue Lee Li Xin XinYi
Angela Sharon Alex Daniel
Kenneth Edwin Brendan
He Jun Li Jie Jing Zhong
and lastly my dearest Kai Min
(esp the big cake. thanks dear)

i love white choc.


















finally nineteen
























cut cut cut
























omg. i laugh until so ugly. lol
























taken in toilet. funny huh.



















daniel, doing stupid things


















the couple lol.


















wtf is he doing?


















dear u look kinda sick. lol
























forever friends =]
























lixin and me (:
























mel and me (:
























jiamin and me (:
























angela and me (:
























sharon and me (:
























xinyi and me (:
























shujuan and me (:
























sheuelee and me (:
























dear and me (:
























the cool edwin.
























3 stick man..
























with me..
























the pretty girls


















and the playful guys


















lastly our group photo of the day!


















After that, went Jia Min house for Mahjong Mahjong~
hahas...so fun. laugh and laugh.. played till 2 plus.
and reach home at 3am. slept at 4am. haha.
tired, however they really made my day (:

Will update the other photos soon.
Got to rush out to celebrate with dear later.
anyway really thanks alot to guys. take care! Cya.

Happy New Year
to those who're reading
this post right now.
May all ur dreams come true.

4 more days to my actual birthday..
and im turning 19 this year.
woot, time really flies.
whats my wishes for this yr?
hmmm....i guess...
- my own room
- my dog to long live
- good results
- more money
- everything will go smoothly
hahahs thats all...

meeting my dear friends
to celebrate my advance birthday tml.
pls try not to be late!

020109
Mad Jack Cafe
Paradiz Centre
dine in at 630

meeting time:
hougang mrt - 550pm.
plaza singapura - 620pm..
if late, den meet us at e restaurant.

Its only 9am in the morning.
and I'm wide awake.
usually i could sleep till 11am..
as it was my holidays.
but the fan was directly
facing others and not me.
why cant they share e fan?
its so hot. ( mum will off the air
con at 530 when she goes to wk.)
and i was sleeping at e top of e double deck bed.
so hot air rises, cold air sinks.

i just dun feel comfortable
sharing room with outsiders.
no matter is e past or present.
no matter who..i just don't feel good.
and nothing can change e fact.
Ya, I'm the smallest..I've no stand to say anything.
i tried and i tried, nothing change, or
maybe just a little, I'm not sure.
but I'm sure of one thing..I'm v disturbed by it.
because i thought its over, but it did repeat as i expected.
if there's once, there will be twice.

sometimes i wonder will i be happier
if I'm the only child? sometimes i do envy others for
having their own room..without any disturbance
must i wait till both of my bros to get married?
den I'll get my own room? sounds stupid..
insensitive, inconsiderate..was wad i can only describe.
sometimes I'm so tired..but yet i dun feel like going in e room.
sometimes i dun feel like coming home early..
sometimes i feel like moving out..but i cant..
did they ever feel what i feel?
did they ever experience e same way i did?
did they ever put themselves in my shoes?
sometimes i cant help it..but feeling upset.
are all guys the same? perhaps.
they can bring their gf-s here to stay,
but not in e same room as me.
who feels the same as me?
who lives in e same room as me? no one.
i cant find another girl who feels as pathetic as me.
i cant find someone who understand my feelings..
one who i can talk and listen to how i feel..
and i know, if i ever say anything in their face..
nothing will occur, except conflicts...
and i don't wish to spoil my lovely childhood in this way.
i love them, but do they love me?

if you want to ask me for a wish this year,
i would say.. " i just want my own room."

went to watch 3D Bolt with dear
at the grand cathay this evening.
haha. quite fun to experience it.
but the 3D glasses abit irritating for my nose.
keep dropping, too big for me. lol
however, the effect was fabulous..
i really enjoyed it, but i hope to go for a 4D one.
lol. one day i'll go to sentosa for e 4D one. haha.

these few days quite tired.. lol.
i did went shopping..to search for cny clothes..
but i was too fussy..none of them is to my liking.
i did bought one from The Box, just a normal blouse.
think i'll wear it for 2nd day. i want a dress for 1st day.
a nice kimono dress..but i could hardly find one tat i love.
still got around 1 more month to find.. heez.
hope i can buy a couple of nice clothings.